Pre-order · Fighting Shadows
Get it first. Fund the record directly.
Pre-order direct from me, here, before the book goes to Amazon. Pick the edition that fits — every one helps put the full record in public view.

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Delivery dates will be announced as the manuscript, editing, and printing schedule is finalized. Pre-order now to lock your edition and be first to hear every milestone.
Early Release Digital Edition
Read it first, the moment it is ready.
- Early digital edition
- Final PDF copy
- Book update emails
- Chapter release updates when available
Signed Paperback Preorder
A signed copy, plus the digital edition.
- Signed paperback when printed
- Digital edition
- Book update emails
Founding Supporter Edition
Stand on the record from day one.
- Signed & numbered copy (limited run)
- Digital edition
- Evidence appendix access when available
- Your name listed as an early supporter — if you opt in
- A personal thank-you from Ryan
- Supporter updates
Secure checkout by Stripe. Full refund anytime before your edition ships.
Why it costs what it does
You are not overpaying for paper.
You are funding the fight
Every pre-order goes straight into putting the full record in public view — the filings, the footage, and the account they would rather stay buried. Direct support, no middleman.
You get it first, before Amazon
Founding editions ship before the book ever reaches Amazon — early, signed, and numbered for the people who showed up first.
It is more than a book
The evidence appendix ties the story to the documented record. You are not just reading an account — you are holding the receipts.
Not ready to pre-order?
Get on the list instead.
No pressure. Add your email for the release date, book updates, and the opening chapter free — and pre-order whenever you are ready.
How the pre-order works
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You pre-order
Pick an edition and check out securely with Stripe. You get an emailed confirmation and receipt right away.
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You get updates
Writing, editing, and printing milestones land in your inbox and on the Updates page.
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You get the book
Digital editions deliver by secure link. Signed copies confirm shipping details before they go out.
A note on the record
Fighting Shadows is a first-person memoir and documented account. Some events are based on personal recollection; others draw on records, filings, transcripts, grievances, and supporting materials, which are referenced where available. Pre-order terms, the refund policy, and delivery updates are posted clearly as they are set.